Discipline.
I'm not talking about self-discipline. I'm talking about disciplining teenagers, which is something I didn't think a lot about until I had to do it. Dealing with defiant adolescents was not something that I wished for when I blew out the candles on my 24th birthday cake.
I feel like I kind of suck at it sometimes. I was typically compliant, so sometimes--a lot of the time--I have no idea what the heck I'm supposed to do, because I have no clue why they act out. If I could only get inside their brains and figure out the why--and what they think they're going to get out of being disruptive.
I love teaching. I want to be a good teacher!!! But I seriously need some way to process and grow through discipline issues.